OH MY GOD. My heart.

Spent the night checking papers, that was until Gossip Girl came on screen. Everyone knows just how addicted I am to GG. I spent my entire high school life spazzing over the books, which only means I’ve been a fan even before the TV series came out.

But let’s be specific a little bit, shall we. The last freaking scene of Chuck pulled my heart strings. I literally placed my right hand over my heart and I know, even if I wasn’t checking, that my face made that “everything inside me is aching” expression. Ugh, you have no idea guys.

I was watching it alone, so I was actually free to bawl my eyes out. But it wasn’t that kind of emotion. The scene wasn’t loud. It’s like everything needs to be quick and quiet. It was just like that, sad but in the strictest sense of the word.

I’m not even sure if I’m making sense to you. See? This is what GG does to me.